IT'S 1 AM AND I SHOULD BE IN BED.
That's how I'm going to lead this off. My name is Ailannah Mathis and I'm starting a blog that is going to help me get through this Winterguard season. If you are unaware what Winterguard is; it is an indoor colorguard that performs at competitions to music selections. Yeah, this is my first year, and I'm struggling mentally, physically and emotionally.
One of our instructors, Brandon encouraged us to write in our Calico journals about this sort of thing, but I feel like I might do it more if I felt like someone out there was reading it and seeing what I was going through. So, I started this blog. Sure, this is kind of late in the season, but I still feel like a newcomer and I still feel shellshocked. Hell camp is over and regular practices have begun, and I can't help but wonder if I should even be doing this at all?
Well, I'll post more tomorrow after practice, probably explain my feelings more, you know. That sort of deal, it's just really late and I'm really tired.
Oh! Check out my other blog, ( ephemeral dreams ), a place for escape and stories. (: well, once i get that one running that is!
Goodnight and peace to you all.
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